BoyWithUke – Trauma Lyrics
Growing up I never had a lot of moneyI never had a phoneAlways was a little hungryUsed to find it hard to sleepWhen I could hear my mother sobbingI was 10 back thenI didn’t have a roomHad to buy used shoesI hid behind tunesTo avoid abuseAnd every time I fellI would blame it on myselfEven if it was an accident
Maybe it’s not what I wantOh, I’ve seen better daysAnd the moment fucking sucksBut I’ll be damned if I don’t stopAnd, honestly, why notWhen nobody gives a fuck
But sometimes I just can’t help myselfI wanna give up tryingAnd start doing something elseSometimes I just get overwhelmedI know it’s in my mindBut I think I need some help
‘Cause sometimes I just can’t help myselfI was an outcastThrown out to dry and get laughed atToo shy to talk about homeI always thought life was supposed to be coldAnd, oh, I’ve been soLost without hopeI got a window in my head, it’s a casketYou know I been wishing I was dead, but I mask it
Maybe it’s not what I wantOh, I’ve seen better daysAnd the moment fucking sucksBut I’ll be damned if I don’t stopAnd, honestly, why notWhen nobody gives a fuck
But sometimes I just can’t help myselfI wanna give up tryingAnd start doing something elseSometimes I just get overwhelmedI know it’s in my mindBut I think I need some help
Because it’s all I knowMy hands around my throatPray that I won’t let goThis time aroundBut every single timeI try to shut my eyesI see the reason whyI’m not alone
Sometimes I just can’t but sometimes I just can’t help myselfI wanna give up tryingAnd start doing something elseSometimes I just get overwhelmedI know it’s in my mindBut I think I need some helpSometimes I just can’t help myself
